Although this is called ‘Thought for the Day’, which may be suggestive of it being part of a series, it is not. This is really just an isolated post, and since this thought consumes me, could be considered the ‘Thought of the Day’ for all days. Well, until it isn’t.
Ever felt completely displaced, both temporally and spatially? That is how I feel right now. Forced to exist in a location and time zone that just feels completely alien. Nothing around me seems to make sense. Everything just looks wrong, feels wrong. It seems as if the sun rises and sets at all the wrong times, and that there is no longer any order to the world. I know that this will change when I am in the location and time in which I belong, where my heart is, my home. Until that time I know that nothing will feel right.
Ever felt that way?
Awwww I wish my magic wand worked better. Darn thing never does what I ask. Hard to go from a fairy tale to reality.
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So do I Pam. Wave your wand again, please. The thing is that I do not consider this reality, more of a nightmare really.
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My heart bleeds over this post. Truly, it does. There is an iced coffee on second street waiting for you and a burger in a pub next door. Odd that it is the St. Charles, is it not?
Even without said pub and Coffee shop there is one place in the world where we will both feel at home. I feel the same way in reverse. Nothing is right, none of the places I go are home right now and everything (Including but not limited to) my own house feel foreign to me.
I want to dance under Christmas lights and get lost on the way to 3037. I want to steal a sofa from the PM and bitch about missing bunnies.
I am happy to wander aimlessly forever looking for a shop that showed up one day and vanished the next.
Anywhere, everywhere, all the time. It is you that makes it all worth while.
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I look forward to the coffee and burger. It will not be long. I want all those things too.
Anywhere, everywhere, all the time. It is you that makes it all worth while. I so agree.
Together, forever and always. Then the world will be right, as it supposed to be.
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I’m closing my eyes and going back to 3037
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Mmmm 3037. I imagine us there a lot. A special place that we will return to many times in the future.
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Surprisingly often. Helps to focus on the belief that eventually you’ll get back in sync.
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That is all I focus on, Charles. Being in the place and time that I truly belong.
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At least it’s a time zone issue and not a historical era issue. One is easier to fix than the other.
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That is true. And it will be fixed. I have absolutely no doubt of that. No time machine required, just immigration battles.
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Ouch. The time machine or a mind control helmet might be less stressful.
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I think you could be right about that, Charles.
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Historical period issue. I am a cave woman. I know it. Lemme drag you around by your hair for a bit. I will prove it.
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I thought that it was me that dragged you around by the hair. But we can try role reversal.
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Sad thing is that I keep putting off getting a haircut, so you probably could get a good grip. Are you carrying a wiffle bat as a club?
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no but i have a dinosaur thigh bone
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Please be one of the tiny dinosaurs and not a T-Rex. 😉
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you wish. i don’t do anything small. It makes me feel better about the height issue.
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That’s why we love you. Always swinging giant objects at people’s knees. We know you’d aim higher if you could reach.
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At least I can clobber you on the head
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True . . . how good are you at climbing?
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How lumpy is what I’m climbing?
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Well, he does have knobbly knees, from what I hear.
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Lol exactly
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Bookcase over to a hat rack and then onto a ceiling fan. Might not be in decent shape, but I still have enough flexibility to clamber to high places.
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Lol you forgot the roof
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Give me time to burrow through the ceiling and I’ll get there. Then again, the bookcase to the desk going out the window and . . . then I slip on the icy roof and take a header into the garden.
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I will catch you. We have to climb to higher ground. Flood comes we drown first.
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True. We’ll sneak onto the ark when Noah isn’t looking. Lilliputians and Hobbits first!
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Agreed. Plus we get the good drinks then. Happy hour on the ark.
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You just know Noah had moonshine on there sonewhere.
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He had room
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Hide the equipment behind the elephants.
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Or….ask Julian.
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Oh, she can climb, believe me. In certain contexts, anyway.
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I blush. Quarter turn to the left.
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That was an inspired move, my love.
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You are inspiring
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I think we inspire one another to reach great heights, in all ways
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I will never reach your height. Even with hooker shoes.
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Oh my god. The hooker shoes. A wow moment. One of the many.
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Tell me more
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A wow moment. A moment that sets my heart racing with desire, pounding its way out of my chest. A moment that takes my breath away. Moments that I have only with you, and I have so many of them. Every moment with you is a wow moment.
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Oh and every moment with you is cherished
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Every single moment, my love. Always and forever. Treasure every moment – like the pebble.
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The stone I carry everywhere
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Climbing without being picked up.
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I was going to say something encouraging and tears welled up in my eyes and I could not think for a few moments. I want to magically make it all better, and I am powerless.
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Thanks for your support, Susan. I think we all would like to be able to magically make things better. I know I would. Far simpler than grappling with bureaucracy.
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Welcome to the Twilight Zone Julian! Come on over – I’ve been here so long, I built as stone house, complete with wonderful fireplace, cozy hearth – have a cup of tea…..LOL
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No, just one way or the other. I’m really good at being in the right place at the wrong time, or the wrong place at the right time, but I just can’t seem to do both. 🙂
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We all share your disconnect and can do nothing to help , but offer support.
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Thanks a lot, John. Your support is always greatly appreciated. It means such a lot that so many people are so supportive of us and our goals.
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Could be we are voyeuristic sickos as well. 🙂
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I’ve felt like this almost every day for six months now. It’s a surprisingly common feeling. I’ve heard many people mention it before. But like an above commenter said, it helps to to know things will change. Eventually, you will feel like you’re home again.
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I have had this happen many times although not lately, it should pass very soon.
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